I'm up late and unable to sleep after a couple of weeks of working midnight shifts. I feel tired but unable to sleep and want to go shopping. Luckily everything is closed. Oh do not remind me of online stores. Axck. There is a couple of books I would like to research before I buy.
Speaking of researching. I love to research, to find stuff out. Of course I want to research things that interest me. Not be paid to research things of no consequence. This researching bug stems from my need to control. If I can gather information I can gain footing of control. Information is power and control. Yes I know that control is an illusion....ya ya. Shut it. I love illusions. Embrace the illusion of control. Lift your own ego to the top of the mountain of the land of yourself. Ignore all else. Forget and ignore all others.
you can see how this is a downward spiral emotionally and morally.
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